January [1969]

Chiranjiva et al,

I just received the long awaited news of your arrival - Thank God.  Your presence is sorely needed.  Upon your arrival you will see ready the area is to hear your words despite the rather shaky status the bay area is in right now.  Everybody and their neighbor seems to be finding lost words echoing forth from every nook and cranny.  You have a very outwardly sick but inwardly healthy group of ready listeners.

Don, Sheyla, Buz Massie and Merrill (an unknown to you but wonderful person as I might add are all the Olempolites) were at the Wallace house for dinner not long ago for a somewhat painful evening which Mother and Daddy are not yet sure they have recovered from.  Poor Mr. Wallace has really put up with as much as his imagination can stand right at this time with me and my multiple losses, the Olempoli bust and that evening.  I must prepare you in that vain, but aside from that I go well.

Lou is in fine health as well as all the rest.  Buz went east for unknown reasons to me.  I was sad to hear he had gone but I am sure he will return, soon.

I hope all goes well at Gorkhara and more than ever hope you got my first letter.  Will John be staying on and hope that Simon and Hari are accompanying you on the vast journey.  Great plan I understand for your arrival.  I will await your arrival with more than excitement.

All love as always,
Shotsy

Please extend the same to the whole family.

III Year Siva Kalpa.

                                                                                                   Sonarpur

Shotsy,

         I did not receive your first letter.   I was so deeply moved by what you said and could not compose myself to a reply.  Being not-existant for this form, I feel exactly as you do & yet if I exist in any form it is only for your happiness.  I had been praying for you to come as a living goddess and save me from disintegration by starvation.  You did come after two and a half years of continued prayer with all the love and understanding and saved me and those who would not seek their own safety and leave me; you saved TRUTH and Siva Kalpa.  Time's preference puts you as the first - and therefore the foremost among gods and goddesses.  Don, Sheyla and Buzz followed you almost immediately; the rest is sure to come and is still pouring in.

         Please know that your multiple losses have turned into unlimited numbers of drops of burnings tears and are still running down here incessantly to find the sure way to the oceans of Bliss.  Please remember the astral night, Dec. 13, coincidence of Carmal and Hari's attention to the unusual movements of luminous bodies in heaven from the Penthouse, Pulomur's attention from his house and Simon's witness of the morning star spiraling down to a third way between the moon and this planet and a re-ascension far beyond the moon.  The leper's sudden nose and the lips are growing - a movement of this form by the same will towards health and beauty.  All are operating the same will of perfection under a trance of physical ignorance.  I have mentioned to refresh your memory and remind you of your own divine powers.  Yet I am really worried for your father and your mother.  I feel like talking to you and listening to you.  I think you for preparing us in advance about the situation caused by the dinner at the Wallace House and the busts at Olompali.  Please do not worry.  Everything's going to turn out as you like it to be.  I remember that your want to be the first lady of the U.S.A. You already are and the Time has been enslaved to your service.  I wish I could go earlier.  I tried but Time has its own choice.  I have 25,000 years of physical existence for the divine forms of which you are the first transforming toward physical perfection.with a corresponding changes in vital and intellectual movement.  Please believe me and go slow till I come personally to the States.  I love you.  I am in communication to Ann, Barbara, Patricia, Hough, Ditzen and all.

I have sent a draft of document to Lou on Monday last to be notarized in duplicate and sent back to me for the P. Form and Visa.  Please see that the letter has reached Lou.  I am writing to him also.  I wish I could take at least somebody with me but none is coming for short of funds at this moment.  I can start in three days from receiving the notarized letter. 

         I thank you for all and with Love for you,
                                    Chiranjiva

February, Monday [1969]

P.S.  I knew about Buzz's departure a couple of hours before the bust took place for his first time [?].  He wrote to me.